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[ February 9th, 2006 • 11:34pm ] |
i feel like im being wasted. every year at this time..i feel like im just a thing that's been used over and over that keeps getting recycled over and over again...>.< what a great feeling eh?
it's at this time of the year when you find out the real friends and who the fakes are.
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[ February 8th, 2006 • 6:34pm ] |
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TWO MORE DAYSSSSS :)
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[ February 5th, 2006 • 12:45pm ] |
happy birthday jo! i hope you loved my cake facial. just wait..your skin is gonna look so great with all the pimples and everything....mmmmm!
came back around 11:30 at night yesterday from jo's party and my dad was like snoring like a pig.
don't you ever wish that no one was watching over you 24/7?
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[ January 31st, 2006 • 9:08pm ] |
OKAY THE CRAZY GAL HAS REDEEMED HER ELJAY!
sorry for not updating for so long...i guess i just got caught up with my life.
i can't believe WE SENIORS ONLY HAVE SIX MORE MONTHS TOGETHER! aaaaahhhhh! it makes me happy and sad at once. im happy that we're gonna get out of this stinking city...but im sad that i won't be seeing a lot of you guys for a long time :( i guess we just have to move on for better things in life.
OHOH!!! MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE FEB. 10TH ...MARK YOUR CALENDARS AND BE GOOD WITH ME! hahahaHAHA
i was cleaning up my papers and i ran across a poem that i wrote during finals...it sounds really suicidal and stuff but that's not how i feel so don't worry...haha
and yes it sucks..but oh well ..i just wanted to share it :P
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<<[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<do [...] existence?>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] OKAY THE CRAZY GAL HAS REDEEMED HER ELJAY!
sorry for not updating for so long...i guess i just got caught up with my life.
i can't believe WE SENIORS ONLY HAVE SIX MORE MONTHS TOGETHER! aaaaahhhhh! it makes me happy and sad at once. im happy that we're gonna get out of this stinking city...but im sad that i won't be seeing a lot of you guys for a long time :( i guess we just have to move on for better things in life.
OHOH!!! MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE FEB. 10TH ...MARK YOUR CALENDARS AND BE GOOD WITH ME! hahahaHAHA
i was cleaning up my papers and i ran across a poem that i wrote during finals...it sounds really suicidal and stuff but that's not how i feel so don't worry...haha
and yes it sucks..but oh well ..i just wanted to share it :P
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<<<Do I trust my existence?>>>
I wish I had the power to die
I wish I had the power to live
For I can't stay any longer
Losing patience in this world
In this treacherious annoying place
Why go though such a hassle
When it can just end in one shot
Please give me the power to die
Or give me the strength to live
Everyday I wish I don't see the next day
I wish I just slept and never woke up
I can't trust my own existence no more
The world's crashing down on me
Even God's lost faith in me
So hear my cry for all I can say
Tell me what is wrong with me
Hold my hand and tell me
Just that I am crazy
Help me out from this bloody mess
For I sit here with a knife at hand.
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so..what do you think? hahah yeah it's gay and suicidal....BUT BUT IT'S NOTHING LIKE THAT..so don't go all crazy on me.
p00p...any ideas for what i should do for my b-day party? so far im thinking of a sleepover and A LOT OF MOVIES lol |
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[ November 10th, 2005 • 4:19am ] |
i wanna go to the movie night haha!
anyways, this 3-day weekend is gonna suck ass! got hella shit to do.
WHY IS EVERYONE SO SICK ALL OF A SUDDEN??!! GET BETTER NOW BITCHES OR IM GONNA MAKE YOU EVEN SICKER!! aaaaargh haha
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[ November 4th, 2005 • 9:07pm ] |
BABABABABBABABABABABA....
AAAAH! CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT *COUGH*
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[ October 22nd, 2005 • 8:01am ] |
aargh. im getting sick of these SAT tests and these stupid college apps. >.<
i have classes on saturdays with nuvy that start from 10 and end till 5!! well there is an hour break between the two classes im taking..BUT STILL!! aargh. i miss elementary school.
wake me up when december ends.
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[ October 3rd, 2005 • 4:07pm ] |
New Layout FOLKSSS !!
what do you think? hehe I LOVE THE MONKEY ..
anyways, something for meri praaan...
Jo: I hope everything turns out okay
ME: it betterrrrr.
Jo: it betterrr or else you and me will go down to that hospital or doctorsa office and be yelling at them like hell
ME: more like HURTING HIM if he doesn't make her well
Jo: yes
Jo: I will chop off his head and bee like you anit allowed to be a doctor you mother fucking one ball no titty bitch who cant cure someone's sickness... and then I will take his liver and give him cnacer
Jo: cancer
nuvy, jo and i won't let anything happen to you. WE PROMISE!
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monkey wants banana
banana wants slug
slug wants ground
okay im gonna stop...
im getting hyper cause of these " L'il Critters Gummy Vitamin C & Echinacea Dietary Supplement"...i already had like 12 of them...IS THAT BADDDDD?
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[ September 13th, 2005 • 5:16pm ] |
ahaha haven't updated LJ for SO LONG!!
random stuff that happened from the last time i updated:
>> i went to my license test on friday, sept. 9th and got a 100%!!!
>> i went to great mall and bought a pair of shorts and a sleeveless top for waterworld.
>> i started 12TH GRADE !! hahha
>> found out that ms. bird's first name is ROBIN and she even has a robin bird doll up on her desk. o.O
blah blah...
>> umm...nuvy's birthday is coming up soon!
>> so far, i hate ALL of my teachers/classes ...they're so blah and boring!
>> i have an ap chem test tmr.
>> dum dee dum.
>> life has it's ups and downs and it's the ups that i hate so much cause i don't get much of it.
>> i want a brother or a sister.
>> i love the new nanopod [the nano ipod.]! wanna get me one for my b-day? muahaha
>> i don't think i'll get into college.
>> im worried that i suffer from ADD.
>> bleeeep bleeeeeeep
>> offensive language is NOT FRIKKING OFFENSIVE.
>> what goes around must come back around.
okay that's good...now ask me what you want to know.
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[ August 23rd, 2005 • 12:29pm ] |
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OW...my heart hurts! >:O
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[ July 20th, 2005 • 10:36am ] |
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so what's up you guys?
how's your summer going?
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[ July 19th, 2005 • 9:37am ] |
okay posting a month and 2 days later...lol!
anyways i NEED BOYZ AND GIRLZ for the multicultural dance. read my last post to learn more about it.
Listening to U `n` I [Mere Dil Vich Hum Tum]
^^i love that song x]
NYLF - med thing was so fun! i miss everyone so much even though we talk with each other pretty much everyday---it's not the same. =/
about the harry potter's 6th book...how is it everyone? i bet you guys already read it considering how crazy you guys are about it. I've heard that it's kinda depressing cause Dumbledore dies and stuff.
hmm...that's it for now
ohoh i have found my long lost bro x]
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[ June 17th, 2005 • 12:29pm ] |
okay...so i wanna do something for next year's multicultural assembly and i need people interested and people that can actually DANCE!!
haha im thinking of making a remix song of Indian songs, Asian/Chinese/Japenese songs, and ENGLISH hip-hop songs. anyone interested?
I know it's a long time away from now...but im just thinking of it...we need an even number of Indians and Asians x]
Post here if you're interested !!
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[ June 15th, 2005 • 6:17pm ] |
lalala im bored!!
get me out of this boredom...
hmm...watching movies tmr !! yay i can't wait lol! i wanna watch mr. & mrs. smith badly!!!
anyone already seen it?
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[ June 10th, 2005 • 5:27pm ] |
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i feel so deprived from your fake friendship. it's like you all just use me. it's like you don't even care about me. you're nice to me cause you expect something in return. what kind of friends are you? why are you so selfish? have you ever thought that i am also just like you...and that i need help too? why do you just turn away from me like i don't exist and all of sudden im like a god when YOU need some help...
well i got a NEW MESSAGE for you. if you just want to USE me...then this devil is gonna burn you in her FIRE...so just back out and i don't wanna see your face ever. if you want me to just forget and forgive, well it aint gonna be that easy. you're gonna have to gain my trust and good luck with that.
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sorry about that...it's been that lately ive been pissed...as you can tell... DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED!! at least not now.
and about the thing on thursday...i don't know if i should come...or if im really wanted there -___- [even though my mom agreed.]
anyone care to cheer me up a bit?
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[ June 8th, 2005 • 9:25am ] |
man the history project took so LOOOONG to make!! and i couldn't edit it either -____- cause of the DVD camcorder...so guess what i ended up doing?
i had to just record it directly from the TV...>.< it is bad quality and couldn't add the bloopers...so during reading period now we're gonna add `em lol!
i hope the video is "APPROPRIATE" cause there are parts like scratching the butt...and stuff like that LMAO!! you guys should watch it lol...
anyways...guess what i got a myspace..
http://www.myspace.com/d3vil_0n_fir3
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[ May 19th, 2005 • 4:13pm ] |
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for those who already don't know yet...
my mom is having a surgery tmr and im hella scared. =/ it's her first surgery in life...! it's scarier for me to watch her being scared. i can see how worried and scared she is too. and it makes me so sad.
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random blurt: >>>NANDY'S BIRTHDAY IS IN 9 DAYs!!<<<
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what i don't get is you.
why do you have to be like that?
just get away.
THE END!
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[ May 14th, 2005 • 12:16pm ] |
aah...my dad is like going crazy...!! he keeps reminding me about the SAT and how I have to study for it and crap UGH!! i don't wanna take it...damn it!
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things i wanna do in my life:
1. make a masterpiece painting
2. get my nose pierced
3. get a sports car
4. eat 5 chili peppers without stopping
5. own a dog
6. go to the moon
7. ...THE LIST GOES ON AND ON!!
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[ May 10th, 2005 • 10:20am ] |
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the world is so high...the sky is the limit...i wonder why it is...?
i feel so blah right now for some odd reason...i have a f*ckin psycho test in like 2 hrs and haven't started studying LOL!! i feel like i should just lock myself up in this room and just sleep and forget about damn AP test...
to relieve my stress i've been sitting in front of my computer all day...and making images..like banners, blends, avatars, etc...IT REALLY HELPS HAHAH!! and then i cram all my studying in the last 2 hours of the night...well that doesn't help...=/
okay enough of my rambling....
nuvy...science lab help after school next friday?
nandy...YOU MAKE ME WANNA...lala
lucy...your rabbit is SO CUTE!!!
victoria...your haircut is da bomb diggity lol
priya...are you alive in this world? i don't see you no more
josephine...se bat po ...say what?
I WANNA GO TO THE MOVIES ON NEXT FRIDAY AFTER THE LAB ....ANYONE WANNA COME?????...hehe i haven't asked my mom but i will later...lol
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[ May 3rd, 2005 • 4:55pm ] |
as i promised to victoria x]
( Read more... )
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[ April 27th, 2005 • 3:29pm ] |
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i got a new mini IPOD !! yay! any recommendations of songs? i can fit like 1458 more songs lol!!
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[ April 25th, 2005 • 3:14pm ] |
got bryce 5, photoshop cs, and getting poser...downloading...YES!! now i just have to start on the project LMAO!! haha! yes im bad but it's been hard cause of my stupid ass slow computer in classroom.
ugh, the math STAR test was like BOOORING!! i kept yawning and at one point i think i snoozed a little LOL cause i had like only about 5 hrs of sleep and for me that's little!
okay i wanna play a game. the first person to comment on this post has to say 3 things about me. and then the next person says three things about the first person. then the next person says three things about the second person. if you don't know the person, then say what 3 qualities a friend must have ;]
LET'S PLAY BALL!!
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[ April 20th, 2005 • 6:50pm ] |
two words....
no braces. xD
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[ March 21st, 2005 • 6:00pm ] |
omg! washington d.c. trip was "off the h00k"!! i loved every minute of it. if only we had less work to do and more time to sleep...but i loved every person who made this trip very memorable. mostly i want to thank my faculty advisor DAVE...who was awesome!! as paul would say--DAVE IS THE RAVE!! haha! our ANTHONY group was the best! we had the best involvement and i met many people with awesome personalities! at first i didn't know if this was really for me or anything but at the end i walked out as a new person. a person not shy to meet new people. a person who understood what leader is. a person who is willing to be a leader. a person who....i can just go on and on. it was the best! i especially loved the dance! haha paul [the tall one], gabriel, ian, holly, and sara were awesome dancers!!! haha...paul was in his own world, gabriel had the most random moves, ian had his moves, holly and i were motivators, and sara tried to make most out of the music that she didn't really like. =D awesome...good times! oh man...i miss you guys so much!!
i have so many pictures to get developed...ill try to put them up on here as soon as i get them done =D
i have nothing to do over the spring break. i guess ill just get bored and just do nothing haha LoL!
so how was your weekend? what are your plans for the spring break?
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